Wednesday, 14 September 2011

Perasaanku

 selamat ptg semua.....mood sye kurng baik skrg nie.....krne sye x baik ngn dak 1 umh sye(bkn sume yer)2 owg jew.....knpe nk kutuk2 aq dlu.....?????n knpe nk canang tntg aq kt sume owg.....?????knpew kowg.....?????aq jdi cm nie pn bkn sbb aq mek aty tntg ko tgur tu ea.....tpi sbb aq trse sgt kowg ktuk aq blkg2.....aq x ktuk kowg pn.....asal kowg yg mlekn dlu.....jgn slhkn aq knpew sikap aq cm nie kt kowg brdua.....tnye pde kowg sndri apew yg kowg dh wt kt aq.....igt balek apew yg kowg crte kt dak 1 umh kte.....aq bkn x kng budi atau apew yg kowg ckp tu.....,tpi aty aq skit sgt ngn ktuk kowg tu kt dak 1 umh kte.....aq x pnh nk canang tntg kowg pn kt sume owg.....asal kowg wt aq cm nie.....?????k lau aq dew hutang kowg pew2 ag.....,under spot trus ckp kt aq jew.....aq pn x ske htg2 owg sgt.....lau kowg nk thu knpe aq mntk wit mse paksu aq hntr mknan dlu.....,aq sruh dye hntr bkn bpak aq x byr balek wit yg dye labur kt aq.....yee aq akui fmly aq x sekaya fmly kowg.....tpi bkn aq sjew2 nk mntk ye.....aq x nk sushkn bpak aq sgt.....aq brsbb nk mntk kt kowg.....

lau aq nie jht sgt mse aq blek ngn ko mse tu aq dh ckp ngn ko x ley tmpgkn ko smpai
dpn umh ko taw.....sbb ko x bgi thu aq pn yg ko nk tmpg aq sbb bpak ko x dpt amek ko kt larkin.....x kn aq nk tggalkn ko kt larkin cm tu jew kn ngn bpak ko x dpt amek ko.....adew aq mntk wit mnyk kt ko.....?????x dew kn.....sbb bpak aq ajr ble tlg owg jgn mntk blsan apew2.....tpi apew skrg nie.....?????npew kowg nk mncanang tntg aq kt sume owg.....slh owg jew yg kowg nmpk.....slh dri sndri.....?????jgn trlalu rse dri kte dh btol sgt.....x sume owg yg kt dunia nie x wt slh.....sume owg wt slh.....dak 1 blik aq diam lyn kn kowg bkn sbb dowg relex jew.....dowg pn dh muak ngn kowg.....tpi dowg wt2 cm x dew pape jew.....tlg la aq x nk cri psal ngn kowg.....tpi kowg yg wt aq cm nie.....apew mslh kowg.....?????jgn nk slhkn aq knpew aq x tgor kowg.....tlg la ubh ckit prngai kowg tu yg ske ktuk owg laen.....kte kt dunia nie x dew sowg pn yg perfect 100% oky.....aq dew kekurngn.....,kowg dew.....,1 dunia pn dew gak.....kcntikkn pras rupe x bwak smpai mati.....amalan yg kte wt kt dunia nie yg kte bwak brsma.....aq akui aq bkn la baik sgt.....,tpi aq sesama mnusia kte tgur cre baik.....baik jhat tu sume kje TUHAN.....

aq mntk maaf la lau slme nie aq myshkn dri kowg.....trplg kowg nk ckp pew pn lpas nie.....aq cme mmpu mndgr dri mlut owg.....lau aq dew hutng kowg....,mntk kt aq tros.....x prlu kowg bgi thu kt sume owg k.....dowg bkn ley bgi wit kt kowg lau aq htng kowg pn kn.....x pew la aq dok kt umh nie pn x lme.....sem dpn mmbr2 klas aq ajk dok 1 umh sbb sng nk stdy n sbgainya.....troskn la ngn kbncian kowg tu kt sume owg.....jgn t aq dgr tntg aq ag blkg.....x puas aty ngn aq.....,under spot jew tros ngn aq.....k la wasalam..jdikn hari mu lbih baik dri ari nie dan strusnye.....

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